Hi! I am back blogging to my usual way. Haiz. I neglected this blog. I am gonna create a new one when the exams are over. Hmmm...it is a long weekend for me cos' I ponned school on Thursday and there's no school on Friday (: Hmmm...nothing much. Just studied at home.
Hmmm..things are not as smooth as it seems to be. I have lots of problems but I dunno who to turn to. Sometimes I just keep it in my heart. I just dunno why will some people think this way. Rumours spread, guesses were made and I am the victim. Why? Why me? I just dun understand all of you. I mean maybe only you.
WHY am I referred to DS when I am related to that person? But not others? Why? You said you trusted me that I am not that kind of person but you din't, I know it. Sometimes, when I tell you so many things, it is because I treat you as someone I could turn to when I need help but yet you betray me. You told others about our secrets. Causing me to lose my face. I have tried to cover up everything but yet nobody believe in me but you. Don't you ever think that I have never know that you told them our secrets. Just that I didn't want to hurt them that's why I din't confront you. I have lost all my trust in you. I hate you. Don't you ever talk to me. You have hurted me more than enough. Once. Twice. Isn't it enough? How many more times must you hurt me?
